Why I haven’t Been Blogging Since 2017?

“Where there is a will, there is a way. If there is a chance in a million that you can do something, anything, to keep what you want from ending, do it. Pry the door open or, if need be, wedge your foot in that door and keep it open.” —Pauline Kael

So it’s been a while since I’ve written a blog post. I even started to call myself an “influencer “ instead of a “ blogger” just to feel a little bit less guilty about it. Everyone chooses their own path and social media platform that they prefer and I fell in love with Instagram. Building my Instagram community was my priority in 2017 and 2018. However now is the time to give more value to my followers, readers and brands that I work with that’s why I decided to come back and share with you some of the exciting places, hotels, spas, restaurants I’m visiting as well as the wellness brands on my blog as well as on my Instagram.

When I started my blog it was my way to deal with my anxiety, limiting beliefs and the past experiences. I thought that I’ll be sharing my journey and I’ll help myself as much as I’ll be able to help to inspire and motivate you to believe in yourself, to follow your dreams and to understand that your past doesn’t have to be the same as your future. So I’ve put million of ideas, titles that I was going to write about and then I ” blocked myself” if you know what I mean. Do you have that time when you know ” you suppose to do something” you know that you suppose to do it, you love to do it, but there is that invisible line that keeps you stuck, then you procrastinate and then you procrastinate more , then you feel like you aren’t any good at it anymore and you give up for some time on yourself and you dream… well at least at a part of your dream…Well that was how I sort of felt about my blog, my English isn’t obviously my first language so that didn’t help. I just told myself that wasn’t good enough to blog and I started to believe in that b…t Well I did most of the stuff on Instagram because I found it more instant, real and easier…

As Tony Robbins says “our brain isn’t design to make us happy , but to ” keep us safe ” so anything that you do that is out of your comfort zone doesn’t feel particularly great, well if feel scary to be exact.

So the past two years were a big learning curve for me I quit the full time job/client to pursue the blogging/influencer dream and trust me it isn’t all roses… there are times when I just want to quit it all delete my Facebook, Instagram and move to sunny Spain to sell Pina Coladas at the beach, but I think I’m not ready to quit on my dream just yet 🙂 Moving to Spain, hmm that might happen sooner than later, well let’s see how it goes, but I definitely prefer the sunny climate, so having summer all year around is my goal.

Anyway enough of rambling, doubting myself, time to take some action, new blog post coming soon, thanks for sticking with me I appreciate that.

And Remember, Never Stop Dreaming!

Ews xxx

Photo by amazing Anna Klesse Photography 

 

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